A Special Moment – Three Milestones and a Shared Goal

With the ✨ 100th ASMR stream, I’m not only celebrating a streaming milestone – but also two deeply personal achievements:

✨ 1 Year of ASMR Streaming

Streaming became a space for creativity, mindfulness and real connection – especially during tough phases.
I’m not live on a fixed schedule, and I haven’t managed full consistency yet,
but I’ve found something here that I’m genuinely sticking with.
And I don’t plan to stop – I want to build on this.

There’s so much to learn around streaming: software, lighting, setting up both digital and physical space, organizing...
It’s always exciting, but sometimes overwhelming – and takes more time than I often have.
That’s why being here and sharing this with you for over a year now means so much to me.

✨ 5 Years Sober

After several attempts, it was April 2020 when I finally managed to stay away from weed –
and also from alcohol, which had gradually taken hold as a substitute.
Weed was part of my life for about 15 years, off and on and mostly on a daily basis. Alcohol snuck in later and made things worse.
So now, I avoid both (and anything else, except tobacco – but you know that).

This is the longest I’ve ever gone – and most days, it’s not even hard anymore.
Except when it is – but even then, I’ve learned to get through it faster.

“Funfact”: Sometimes, knowing I’ll see you in stream and want to stay honest with you
helps me say “no” one more time in difficult moments.

💬 Why Now?

Lately I haven’t been live as often – life’s been full,  
and I wanted the 100th stream to be something special.  
But often it’s exactly those high expectations that slow me down.  
Especially with projects like this, they make everything take longer.  
And even though I know this pattern by now – it’s not something I can just switch off.

So I’m taking it one step at a time, as best I can –  
and even when it’s slow, one thing still stands:  
never give up!

These milestones mean a lot to me.
I don’t want to let them quietly pass by –
I want to experience them with you, as something special.

So now we’re launching the “New Setup – New Luck” project together:
A new technical foundation that doesn’t just improve streaming –
but also allows me to bring more ideas to life: YouTube videos, community content, creative growth.

🔜 Next stop: [New Setup – New Luck]
There you’ll find all the details about the laptop, the stretch goal levels –
and what your support makes possible.